I hate my husband right now

Well I have been up since 2 am. My husband has been in and out of bed getting dressed, in the lounge, back to bed, dressed again and now we are having tea and toast and it is 4am. Happy days.!!! You are lucky that you can still get out to sort of enjoy yourself, enjoy it while you can. We stay up stairs and he is housebound as he has a falling issue so I have to shadow him all round the house when he gets up. Even in bed I can't get peace, as he is always touching me then I end up sleeping on top of the covers just to get away from him. Like you I feel the same. I wish he would just die. I feel like taking an overdose myself at times as it seems that is the only way out for me, then I think how selfish. Take care. 🌥